Monday, February 2, 2009

Nap time


From 10 until 11 Noah naps. Unless it is a Monday or a weekend, I am at work so I miss out on this "free time". Today happens to be a Monday which means I get to rejoice in an hour of solace which often equals an hour on the computer, sometimes followed by me starting to "google" things, which then equals me starting to worry again that since we don't know what happened to Noah, it must be something really really bad.  :::Sigh:::: I am really trying not to do this to myself!

I have been really bad at keeping up this new house. When we lived in an apartment it was cluttered but manageable. This house on the other hand never seems clean to me. Three bathrooms will never get done, the hardwood always looks dirty, and the tile in the kitchen, forget about it! Housewife of the year I am not. Sometimes I blame my unmotivated-ness on depression, other times I think it's just another me  quirk. But as I sit here on the computer being mindless, I can't help but think about the toilet downstairs that needs a good scrub!

Why can't I be one of those people who cleans when they are stressed??

1 comment:

Ellen Seidman said...

Aw, to heck with cleaning, it is so much more satisfying to explore the web, learn new things, do some blogging therapy. 30 years from now, you will not remember whether or not your floor was clean but you will remember meaningful stuff you did, right?