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I have wanted to change my blog around for some time now but my ideas for what I want it to be like and about always change. I love having a place to vent, a place to share things I can't share anywhere else. Sometimes I sound like a broken record, a lot of the time I feel like people have no idea what my point is or what I am even talking about but just having a blank space to write the details of my mind helps me to sort things out. Like everyone else's life, mine is constantly changing and evolving and right now I am in the midst of an uber-change, adding to our family. In a way I am looking at Rowen's birth to somehow be a moving on point for me, for us, and in a lot of ways I know that this is not fair, that his birth should be solely that and should hold not expectations. Anyhow- I want to start blogging for my family and friends as well, to update them on the boys and the many many happy and "normal" moments that we share. What goes through my mind about pregnancy and childbirth and Noah's arrival is private to me and I don't like sharing those details with people I face everyday. So I may keep two blogs, I may switch to just one, I am still not sure. I am sure of the overwhelming and suffocating love I have for that toothy little guy pictured above. He is getting so big and too smart for his own good. Staring at a miracle every single day is so uplifting. Look at that GRIN???I think we should start saving for braces now =)