Room for Love

I have never ever wondered how I would love a second child as much as I love Noah, that is a given. Noah has swelled my heart so big I could love a whole village o.k. maybe hamlet of children. So what am I worried about??

- snuggles in bed with the three of us, is there room for four?

-hide and go seek under a blanket on the couch after work- how will I do this while I need to breastfeed the baby?

- Trips to the park, running after Noah with a newborn?

-Will Rowen's cries wake Noah at night?

and the worst yet.....

Will Noah think we love him less????

All these questions swirling through my mind in preparation for "the sequel" to arrive. Sometimes I even cry at the prospect. The worry. Will my head explode? Then I remind myself of the blessing and the love, and the fun that we will have with these TWO boys! Then my tears turn to ones of joy....