Thursday, May 21, 2009
Deflated
I kind of feel like a moron. Yesterday I was bloated like a balloon and thinking it was silly and today I am miscarrying. I started bleeding and got a doc appointment which confirmed "baby" stopped growing 2 weeks ago. I am on the verge of tears but haven't cried yet. Just upset, angry and scared something is "wrong" with my hubby and I. Journey to motherhood has been a real "trip". I am drinking wine, feeling like I am going to puke and staring at my babyless flubber. I hope this happens naturally and I don't need a D&C.
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Hugs coming your way! I am so sorry you have to go through this pain!
~Elyse
Oh, I'm so sorry that you're going through this... thinking of you.
I am so sorry
I know it may not help much, but I went through a similar journey. I had my first daughter, born with Trisomy 18 and died at 4 months of age. I got pregnant the October following her death in February. We were happy, but scared to death. I miscarried in November and was utterly devastated. I had all the emotions you are carrying with you now, wondering if GOD would ever give me a break and was I destined to never be a MOM again. I learned to Thank GOD for what he had given me with my first child and decided I would just live with being a MOM for a short time. Then in December of the same year, less than 1 month from my miscarriage, I miraculously became pregnant again. I went on to have a perfectly normal little girl. We then tried one more time after her to have another and it took forever. Ultimately we had a little boy when she was 4. Now they are 7 and 3 and perfectly healthy. Don't doubt. GOD will bless you in more ways than you will ever know. Enjoy Noah and try to believe that he will give you a healthy child when you are ready.
My sincerest thoughts and prayers are with you.
Jessica Davis
jessica.davis@dyn-intl.com
Hugs sweetie, i am so sorry for your loss
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