Free to be me, for this week anyhow...

I am using this week as a "get out of jail free card". I have drank way too much and ate way too much but I am trying not to feel guilty about it. Next week I am starting weight watchers in hopes of losing at least 10 pounds before we take the plunge and try to conceive yet again.....

I am so excited about the first week in august- we rented a beach house for the week and my parents are coming for a few days ( built in babysitters). This miscarriage blows for lack of a better term but date night(s) with my hubby at the cape including dinner and drinks at our all time favorite place makes me feel a lot better!

Not much new to report, the bleeding is slowing and I am hoping my body starts to heal soon so that I can move on physically. Emotionally? I am just scared, but that is not too new from before! Just another lesson that we can not control our lives!