Jinx?

So I put a pretty little "ticker" on my blog. I was thinking of not doing this until I at least see a heartbeat but today I am pregnant so why not celebrate? I don't want to jinx myself but I also want to enjoy this, such a fine line. 

Yesterday I went and had my progesterone and my beta's taken, I go back on the 16th for more blood and then an appointment on friday. I am feeling mostly calm and positive but when I start getting excited I always have this nagging feeling that I shouldn't get excited yet. Praying for good progesterone and beta's that double!

Since I am pee-on-a-stick happy ( and thank god for dollar store pregnancy tests) I have been taking a test every morning. They keep getting darker, and today's like was the darkest yet- this make me very happy. I could stare at that line all day.....