Questions going through my mind :
If the outcome had been different at this point, how would I be feeling, what would life be life?
Are we really this lucky?
I am continuing to grow both as a mother and a person. I was right to know all along that the one year mark would be a pinnacle of sorts. I really do feel good, like the "old" me actually. I am embracing this normalcy. Each moment shared with Noah , each milestone, is sweeter than it would have been had the whole "mess" not occured-or maybe it isn't...I'll never know.
I can feel the anxiety lifting day by day. Not to say that I don't still carry a heavy burden of worry, but I am sure that is typical of motherhood. I am worrying less and enjoying more- a feat that is a year in the making!
I guess next up is losing the Noah pouch ( aka my gut) since with an almost 1 year old I can't really blame the flub on just having a baby!
1 comment:
I can't promise you, but either way I think you'd be fine. I enjoy the heck out of Charlie and he's behind, behind, behind. I think it's a parenthood thing.
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