You can exhale in one of two ways, with a big giant ahhhhhhh or with a slow leak that eventually leads to that same ahhhh feeling. I never got my giant ahhhhh but I have been leaking for some time now and am finally breathing again.
So now that I am breathing, what's up next?.... Daycare. This is a biggy for me since I have never left Noah with anyone other than my mother and mother in law. I am petrified. But my mother in law ( who would need her own post) is now saying she can't watch Noah on fridays and since my mom works, well...daycare is our only option. Being the overly neurotic germa-phobe I am, with a child who is not fully vaccinated, this makes finding childcare a bit tricky. But I need to do it, need to bite the bullet, and I am sure in the end It will be harder on me than on Noah!
So once again I am holding my breathe, albeit it's a whole different scenario but still one that puts me on edge. I can't wait to let out a big giant ahhhhh as I watch Noah play with other kiddo's and am finally comfortable leaving him on friday's, for five hours with a pack of strangers. ...it will all be ok =)
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I can totally relate--finding daycare is scary! If you're worried about the germs and everything, what about finding a home daycare provider who only watches two or three kids at a time? At least it's smaller environment of children (less germs!) and Noah can still learn to play with other kids?
Good luck!!
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